[00:00:00] This program is brought to you by pride and z.com for the welcome I guess, I guess when I was young, I didn't realize that and I actually didn't come out till about two years ago. And I'm 25 now
[00:00:35] I guess it took me a while to
[00:00:38] come to terms with the fact that I was guy
[00:00:43] and for the glad that I am now find that I'm a lot happier for the depression on that. And then when I finally came out and told everyone that I was guys
[00:00:58] for the fit of yc it off me and other lot happier.
[00:01:03] Pretty much everyone took it fairly well. My mom already sort of pretty much knew that I was guy as the sort of friends that I worked with, I guess
[00:01:19] close contact with me and that I sort of
[00:01:22] picked up on the phone but I was guy Nathan before I said that I was my dad was about the only one that didn't take it very well
[00:01:35] thought it was a license
[00:01:37] for that I've chosen to the camera guy and
[00:01:43] your phone guy
[00:01:46] but he doesn't sort of understand that
[00:01:49] I told him about his role he didn't at first didn't want to see me at all
[00:01:54] but now I
[00:01:56] live about for my friends actually told him I told him that I was he finally found me blah blah blah get over it. No that was
[00:02:12] nice. But he thinks
[00:02:15] a lot about it. But we don't really talked about it like a few comments that queer
[00:02:23] lost all the rest of us
[00:02:26] tend to ignore and we all know
[00:02:30] that I am
[00:02:33] not a different person to who I was before I came out
[00:02:37] be traveling in different
[00:02:42] sort of fell
[00:02:45] through school and my
[00:02:52] school friends
[00:02:53] come up to me one day instead of telling me one method what
[00:02:59] you guys
[00:03:02] I didn't really know what to say but I guess
[00:03:06] 3100 guys or whatever and picked up on I guess looking back I wish had come out when I was younger 19 zero I would have experienced more kind of change the path towards the future sort of wouldn't change so I am more thing guys I think
[00:03:39] Julie wouldn't want to say strike
[00:03:43] always nice guy but never did anything about this will
[00:03:49] have to scale this
[00:03:52] not helping
[00:03:54] shy as well.
[00:04:01] I just had sex with a few guys when I was on our sort of covering it all up and making sure no one knew and the rest of it. And then I sort of get this urge to want to come out and to want to tell people that I was guy and not
[00:04:19] have to hard I guess
[00:04:24] I spent so much time just in the closet
[00:04:31] because I want to come out and my mind just basically came out kinda of bang and power everybody
[00:04:42] started going out guys
[00:04:50] built up over the years and others couldn't leave any more hiding mouth and I want to type
[00:04:59] in everything
[00:05:01] just kind of
[00:05:05] sort of chatted to this guy on the internet. And then he came down to Chrysler Building up the ladder that I bought with for the wife and a nice salary sort of cultural a bit nervous and then the free six
[00:05:28] minute bit of all that sort of money
[00:05:32] link to that
[00:05:35] and I guess sort of afterwards
[00:05:39] pretty much guy
[00:05:41] by the way and
[00:05:44] change the shape for
[00:05:49] the first few times I guess I sort of enjoyed it
[00:05:56] get them alive quick.
[00:06:00] This was the painful I guess because I wasn't
[00:06:04] thought nothing of that coming high and so
[00:06:09] getting cold or whatever.
[00:06:11] Get rid of them quick.
[00:06:17] Coming up.
[00:06:19] didn't have to worry about any of that anymore.
[00:06:23] So sort of a wall when I first had that cigars and I don't know six months or more after that. And then I first came out