Snapshot 2000 - John

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[00:00:00] This program is brought to you by pride in zero.com. I probably realized that okay before the age of 10 never had the chance or the opportunity to explore it got married and be occasion to into marriage Wait, things didn't work, I started exploring the gay side. marriage ended my ex wife has not known about me Never will know. [00:00:35] My kids do. [00:00:38] My youngest daughter's interesting relationship. The first couple experiences are headwear. If you want to change it that way, my knees were knocking or shaking or switching. I realize it was wrong, landed a good more more fiction. And I realized that is something that a lot of always lost looking at guys rather than women. For me life was married. [00:01:23] It's much easier now. Because [00:01:26] I can do whatever I want. Whatever I feel and life is so much better because I'll get both affection, compassion from a person which I can get from anyone else from a guy but I can get Can I get from anyone else [00:01:46] the tendencies rules, they can suppress them. [00:01:50] And [00:01:52] demonstrating you automatically you could guys [00:01:57] and we get some reviews. [00:02:01] Drain [00:02:06] the feelings of a and a very, very strong [00:02:11] and you can't do anything about the main people think that they can either come up but you can't. Just personal feelings and personal perceptions. It's like someone logs one type of content. Another type of content some person just will say I don't like either of them. [00:02:31] It's just personal feelings and emotions. [00:02:35] And I used to go out by myself. And I ended up in a situation once when I will die. never look back. Never ever look back. I was probably married about 10 years at the time. Couple of people that I know who have just completely walked me [00:03:01] and [00:03:04] just don't don't speak to me don't have any contact with me. And I will people straight in a straight world have just accepted me the way I am. circle of friends has changed in the last few years. Real Friends which I can testify as real friends have stayed there probably very few. [00:03:37] And five [00:03:43] because you will friends will accept you no matter what you are never where you are. And that's what our families, my real friends. The rest of them are just people that passed by coming up process. I basically kill the paper but I feel a contrast. And then to the people that won't understand [00:04:09] my heritage. [00:04:12] My mother has not told [00:04:16] one she European [00:04:22] out a person would not understand it [00:04:27] would totally go [00:04:30] off about it and completely contact or don't why not that worries me but [00:04:39] sort of would hurt her feelings. [00:04:42] Although, at this stage, there is a person that I'm seeing then if I ever moved in with him, I would come out to me mother, irrespective what she felt, irrespective what she would say a better tool. [00:04:58] I think she would. [00:05:02] No shoes go completely hysterical. Because her background is very religious, and very naive, no education whatsoever. She never went to school. And she just can't understand [00:05:23] anything outside her stereotypical field. [00:05:28] Things go natural order to her and which is wrong. Makes me feel that I want to live my life the way I want to live my life or live my life to conform to other people's ideas. Because if it comes down to happiness, I've got to be happy first. I can't please everyone else. And no one can please everyone else because no one has ever managed to make people happy. Soon as you you conform to one set of standards don't change the standards and I want you to do something else.

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